Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks?
Yes, definitely. When I first started to fantasize sexually, I couldn’t really imagine the mechanics of sex, and so to make up for it I fantasized about being taken by a more experienced man who understood these things better than I did. I don’t think that that’s the root of my kinkiness, but it was definitely the first time I equated sexuality with submission.
The first sexual feelings I ever had were years before that, in response to this Porky Pig cartoon.
I remember it vividly. If you look through the comments, you will realize that other people found it as fucked up as I did. The octopus spanking Porky, for no good reason? These cartoonists definitely have some unresolved issues.